[identity profile] flaming-muse.livejournal.com posting in [community profile] reality_bends
Continued from here.

A little thrill went through Spike every time he heard those words. "I love you, too. So much. The thought of losing you was - " He broke off, not wanting to put that burden on Wesley. It wasn't his fault or his problem. "Let's just say I'm glad you're as strong as you are."

Date: 2004-10-26 06:31 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] wesleysgirl.livejournal.com
"I told you I'd do anything for you," Wesley said, trying to keep his tone light.

Date: 2004-10-26 06:53 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] wesleysgirl.livejournal.com
"I will," Wesley said, telling himself sternly that he wasn't going to whine any more. He'd put up with what he had to and keep quiet about it, for Spike's sake.

Date: 2004-10-26 07:06 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] wesleysgirl.livejournal.com
"Yes," Wesley agreed. "And I'll do it, too."

Date: 2004-10-26 07:24 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] wesleysgirl.livejournal.com
"Upstanding?" Wesley looked up at Spike with his best attempt at mock horror. "God, no. Please tell me you didn't think that?"

Date: 2004-10-26 07:47 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] wesleysgirl.livejournal.com
"I'm not?" Wesley asked.

Date: 2004-10-26 08:02 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] wesleysgirl.livejournal.com
"Oh, good." Wesley relaxed again. "Neither are you. You're the least dull person I've ever met. I love that about you. Well, I love everything about you."

Date: 2004-10-26 08:20 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] wesleysgirl.livejournal.com
"Not anymore?" Wesley echoed. "Were you, once?"

Date: 2004-10-26 08:28 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] wesleysgirl.livejournal.com
"I'm sure you were wonderful," Wesley said loyally, catching Spike's hand and pressing it to his lips.

Date: 2004-10-26 09:24 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] wesleysgirl.livejournal.com
"I suppose so," Wesley said, at the same time the door opened again and Fred's anxious face peered around the corner.

"Hi," Fred said softly. "Are we interrupting something important? Because we can come back..."

"No," Wesley said. "Come in. Please." He turned to look at the nurse again. "Let's wait on that, if we can?"

She nodded, frowning. "A few minutes. But you really shouldn't be having visitors."

Date: 2004-10-26 10:10 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] wesleysgirl.livejournal.com
Fred looked small, her shoulders slumped forward. Something about the way her eyes were darting back and forth reminded Wesley of when she'd first come back from Pylea. She looked back over her shoulder into the hallway. "Well, come on, you guys, he's not going to bite you." She smiled apologetically at Wesley as Lorne and Gunn came into the room.

"We promise we'll only stay a few minutes," Lorne told the nurse as she headed out the door.

Gunn and Lorne both looked a bit off, as well -- shell-shocked, perhaps -- and Wesley realized why. "You got them back."

Date: 2004-10-26 12:25 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] wesleysgirl.livejournal.com
"Okay," Wesley said, glancing up at Spike and stubbornly clinging to his hand.

"Good. You had us all worried, you know." Fred smiled at Spike and tucked her hair back behind her ear.

"How are you?" Wesley asked.

"Oh, you know... pretty much like you said. Confused. Trying to figure out what's what." She shrugged slightly and looked at Gunn and Lorne. "But at least we knew what to expect, right?"

"Yeah," Gunn said. "Could have been worse."

Date: 2004-10-26 12:55 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] wesleysgirl.livejournal.com
"Yes," Wesley said, letting the word answer both the question and the comment. He was starting to feel the sharper edge of the pain again, but he wanted to get through this with as much of his brain working as possible.

"Anyway," Fred said, glancing at Lorne and Gunn again. "We wanted to let you know that we understand. About Connor, and... well, what happened. And a lot's happened since then, and..."

"What Fred's trying to say is that we forgive you for not coming to us and telling us what was going on," Lorne said.

"Not that you need us to," Fred added quickly. "I mean, you were just doing the best you could in a bad situation, and that's all anyone can expect from anyone, right?"

Wesley had no idea what to say.

Date: 2004-10-26 01:16 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] wesleysgirl.livejournal.com
"Anyway, we just..." Fred smiled crookedly and rather unconvincingly. "We should probably go, you need your rest."

"I'm glad you came by," Wesley said. "Really."

Date: 2004-10-26 01:38 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] wesleysgirl.livejournal.com
"That would be nice," Wesley said, more relieved by everything that had just transpired than he could have put into words. Doing his best not to lose his composure, he looked up at Spike.

Date: 2004-10-26 02:03 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] wesleysgirl.livejournal.com
Wesley waited until the door had closed before answering, "Yes. Thank you." He closed his eyes, feeling that if he looked at Spike's kind, worried face again, he might be overwhelmed by his emotions.

They forgave him.

The nurse finished fiddling with the IV and said, presumably to Spike, "See that he gets some rest."

Date: 2004-10-26 02:14 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] wesleysgirl.livejournal.com
"Yes," Wesley agreed softly. "I'm sure Angel asked them to."

Date: 2004-10-26 02:25 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] wesleysgirl.livejournal.com
Wesley nodded and waited for the morphine to kick in. "They're still confused," he said. "Over the next day or so, they'll sort out everything that happened."

Date: 2004-10-26 02:36 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] wesleysgirl.livejournal.com
"I don't know," Wesley said, his voice breaking on the last word.

Date: 2004-10-26 02:43 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] wesleysgirl.livejournal.com
"No," Wesley said, turning to look at Spike. His voice was tight and controlled. "No, I'm sure you're right. I'm just... uncomfortable, and it makes me negative and unpleasant."

Date: 2004-10-26 03:58 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] wesleysgirl.livejournal.com
"I'm sorry," Wesley said, the words easy because it was Spike. "Don't be angry with me."

Date: 2004-10-26 04:51 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] wesleysgirl.livejournal.com
"Good at what?" Wesley asked, somewhat reassured. He thought he could feel the morphine working, although it was possible that he was imagining it.

Date: 2004-10-26 04:56 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] wesleysgirl.livejournal.com
"What?" Wesley said. "Love... you're being wonderful. I'm the one who's behaving intolerably."

Date: 2004-10-26 05:03 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] wesleysgirl.livejournal.com
Continues here (http://www.livejournal.com/community/reality_bends/72063.html).

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