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"No," Wesley said, when what he really meant was yes, please, more. He was aware that he shouldn't do that -- say one thing when he meant another -- but he couldn't, simply couldn't ask for what he needed. He moved toward Spike just a tiny bit, wanting the comfort of his body but unable to ask for that either. Every muscle in his body was tense, his eyes burning with unshed tears.

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"You don't," Spike said, his voice soft and encouraging. "You're telling me what you need, and I need that. I need to know." He wished that Wesley were meeting his eyes, but he kept going, anyway. "And I do see you. I do want you in my life. That's why I'm here."

[wesleysgirl.livejournal.com]

"I need to know that you won't leave me." The way everyone else has.

[flaming-muse.livejournal.com]

Spike's response was swift and certain. "I'm not going to leave you. I will never want to. How can I prove it to you?"

[wesleysgirl.livejournal.com]

Wesley laughed painfully, feeling the familiar ache of self-hatred in his chest. "By not leaving me, I suppose." He looked up at Spike. "Maybe, in time, I'll stop worrying about it so much?"