Big decisions

[flaming-muse.livejournal.com]

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"I promised you I wouldn't leave unless you wanted me to," Spike said, coming to stand in front of Wesley and touching his arm with the gentlest of caresses. He wanted to pull him into a tight hug until the pain evident in his every breath was gone, but he was too unsure of the situation to offer. "If you want me to stay, I will. I want to. All right, love?" He could be careful with everything he did so that he didn't ever cross that line again, but he couldn't knowingly break Wesley's heart.

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[wesleysgirl.livejournal.com]

"I know you must be aware that we deliberately brought Angelus back last year..." Wesley trailed off, wishing that they were more comfortable.

[flaming-muse.livejournal.com]

Spike couldn't think of any possible reason Wesley would bring that subject up. "Right. Willow went to stick his soul back in."

[wesleysgirl.livejournal.com]

"But I don't know if you were aware that a few years ago, just after Angel came to L.A., there was an... incident. A woman slipped him a drug that convinced him his soul was gone." Wesley remembered that night very vividly. "He tried to kill us."

[flaming-muse.livejournal.com]

"Sounds like him." It was surreal having this conversation in the aftermath of what had just happened, but if it was what Wesley wanted to talk about, Spike would listen.