Here they go again...

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Continued from here.

"And you're not going anywhere," Wesley said almost breathlessly, then kissed Spike harder.

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Trying to regain some of his tenuous control, Wesley drew back slightly, his hands still touching Spike. "Maybe this isn't the right... should we not do this now?" His voice was soft and somewhat desperate.

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Spike gentled the hand that was still caught in Wesley's hair and slid it down to rest on the back of Wesley's neck. "Why not?" he asked, frowning. "I thought... Is there something else you have to do?"

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"I can't tell what's right anymore," Wesley said, just as softly as before. "I don't want to do the wrong thing."

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Spike's thumb stroked over the skin at the nape of Wesley's neck. "Why would this be wrong?" he asked gently, seeing the turmoil in Wesley's eyes. "You want me. I want you. You said yourself we've got to find something to pass the time..." Spike's voice was nearly as quiet as Wesley's as he tried to understand where the problem lay.

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Wesley leaned in and kissed him, finding it nearly impossible to explain and not knowing what else to do. "I just... I don't want to do anything that will upset this." He let his fingertips rub gently across Spike's chest underneath the t-shirt. "I want this. A great deal, actually."

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"It's not like we haven't had sex before, pet," Spike said with a faint smile. He slid his hand out from under Wesley's shirt and ran it soothingly over his back. "Tell me why you're worried about it now."

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"Because we've actually admitted we want something from this?"

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"If wanting something means I can't touch you, I may have to reconsider." Spike gave him enough of a grin to show that he was joking. "But it's still just me and you, Wes. That's not different."