ext_1602 ([identity profile] flaming-muse.livejournal.com) wrote in [community profile] reality_bends2004-04-08 03:27 pm

Supposedly *not* talking about you-know-who

Continued from here.

"Something more pleasant. You could tell me about your duties as Head Boy," Spike suggested with a grin before taking another long swallow of blood.

[identity profile] wesleysgirl.livejournal.com 2004-04-08 02:35 pm (UTC)(link)
"But I'd clearly been with many men before? That's true enough. Most of them either one night stands or over a decade ago, and none of them as important to me as you've become." Wesley glanced back down at the table, wondering if this was another of those situations where he'd revealed too much.

[identity profile] wesleysgirl.livejournal.com 2004-04-08 03:40 pm (UTC)(link)
Comforted by the touch, Wesley said, "That's where the bulk of my experience lies, limited though it is. I've had everything from brief flings, to things that I hoped would become more serious but didn't, to... relationships," he struggled slightly with the word, tainted as it was by Lilah's memory, "that I knew couldn't go anywhere, as much as part of me might have liked them to."

[identity profile] wesleysgirl.livejournal.com 2004-04-08 05:52 pm (UTC)(link)
Wesley rubbed his thumb over the back of his opposite hand. "Are you having second thoughts?"

[identity profile] wesleysgirl.livejournal.com 2004-04-08 05:55 pm (UTC)(link)
"But you're disturbed by the thought that I haven't had more than fleeting relationships with other men," Wesley said, discovering a callous on the side of his thumb that might have been new.