Showing the love.

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It was odd, though not unpleasant, for Spike to be held in this way, but it made him feel wanted and loved, if a bit awkward. So he let Wesley move him as he pleased and took advantage of their new position to give Wesley a deeper kiss. His body was reacting as it always did to being so close to Wesley, but he kept the movements of his hands and lips gentle and unhurried.

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Wesley kissed Spike with less control than he'd been managing until that moment, then moved to retrieve the lube. He was so emotionally on-edge that he fumbled with the cap on the bottle for what seemed like ages before he got it open. His fingers were trembling as he pressed one of them slickly into Spike as gently as possible -- the last thing he wanted to do was hurt Spike, but he was starting to fall apart and he was afraid it was completely obvious. "I love you," he said.

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Spike could see that Wesley was barely holding onto his control, and the thought was exhilarating. He wanted to see all the passion and need that Wesley felt, to see just how fervently and deeply Wesley wanted him. Groaning as Wesley's finger pushed into him, he slid his feet up the bed and tilted his hips to take him deeper, but it wasn't nearly enough. "Wes, please. Show me," he begged, his hands moving eagerly over Wesley's skin. "You can't hurt me. Don't hold back."

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With his hands still shaking, Wesley managed to get some lubricant onto his palm and used it to quickly slick himself, then let the bottle roll away as he pushed slowly into Spike. It was incredible -- wet and slippery and like a fist being squeezed around his cock, so tight that he nearly forgot to breathe.

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"God, Wes," Spike said in a choked voice, grabbing onto Wesley's arms and urging him on. There was some pain as his body protested as Wesley pushed inside of him, but it only aroused Spike more. He wanted Wesley to need him so much that he couldn't wait or be gentle. "Yes. More."